This is the moment that I've been trying to avoid, my palm cold and sweating, heart pounding so hard, I felt uneasy and it's all because of you. Yes you Mr. beautiful-guy.
I was browsing on the net and checking on my friends status then one caught my attention. It was about the resentment he has for his girl in a very very sweet way.. I said to myself nice guy. Out of curiosity I tried to click the name HERO&ROUTE to see his profile and pictures. Looking closely, I was startled to see HIM. Months had passed yet he still had that effect on me. He still have that scrutinizing eyes and aura of a very dignified man yet fragile and sweet.
How could i forget him? How could i forget ME when i was with HIM? How could i forget the kisses and embraces? How could I forget the feeling when that is all I ever wanted? Yes, I AM STILL IN LOVE WITH YOU. I don't mean but I do. I wish i was her. I wish you were referring to me not HER. I wish Mike it me. Me again. Us again.
Tears fell when I saw you grinning, happy, in love-- hugging someone else.
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