Everything HE does is magic..

And so i was blinded by your magic. I can't get over your glimpse and touch. The way you look straight to my eyes and say I Love you. The way you hold my hand as if you never want to let it go. The way you woke me up in the middle of the night with a kiss in my lips. The way you kiss me in my forehead amidst many people. I can't get over the way you hug me tight like you never want me to go. Baby, i'm so in love with you. You don't need to prove yourself. I love you just the way you are. I never believe in happy endings so stay as long as you want. Stay with me as long as you need. I'll never demand for anything. I owe you my happiness. You made me a better person. I didn't know what i did to deserve someone like you. I was a total disaster. My life was a mess then you came. You rescued me from the quicksand I was in. You constantly remind me how much you love me everytime, when out of nowhere, you appear with a red rose in your hands. You ease my burdens by telling me "i'm here, don't be scared." We have been together for months now yet the sweetness and the way you care is still the same. I could not ask for someone better because I already have the best. I love you. I care. And I'll stay with you as long as you want me to.

Bewildered

I am at the moment in my life where I have to make
a sudden U-turn. It was so disappointing on my part because
I've already planned it. I want to cry. I want to scream.
I want to hurt myself. I want to feel numb.

pathetic

I am at verge where i have to choose between family or the man who made me so incredibly happy. I know i cannot have them both, I need to focus on one or else I am going to lose them.
I'm tired. Sleepless. Confused. Bewildered. I need someone to tell me what is the right thing to do.

I am not really strong as what i always portray. I often cry myself at night during hard times and see to it that nobody can hear me. I don't wanna let them see me vulnerable. But you know the problem with being strong? Nobody bothers to ask if you're alright because they think you can handle yourself. Nevertheless, I believe I can surpass this but somehow I'm wishing there would be this someone who is going to ask me if I'm truly okay. And if i say yes, he is like I know you're not so let me stay here until you're ready to spit it out. I'll be fine. I hope.

Hero and Route

This is the moment that I've been trying to avoid, my palm cold and sweating, heart pounding so hard, I felt uneasy and it's all because of you. Yes you Mr. beautiful-guy.

I was browsing on the net and checking on my friends status then one caught my attention. It was about the resentment he has for his girl in a very very sweet way.. I said to myself nice guy. Out of curiosity I tried to click the name HERO&ROUTE to see his profile and pictures. Looking closely, I was startled to see HIM. Months had passed yet he still had that effect on me. He still have that scrutinizing eyes and aura of a very dignified man yet fragile and sweet.

How could i forget him? How could i forget ME when i was with HIM? How could i forget the kisses and embraces? How could I forget the feeling when that is all I ever wanted? Yes, I AM STILL IN LOVE WITH YOU. I don't mean but I do. I wish i was her. I wish you were referring to me not HER. I wish Mike it me. Me again. Us again.

Tears fell when I saw you grinning, happy, in love-- hugging someone else.

DSLR I'm coming..

As a person who loves to take pictures, edit them in photoshop and would love to share it people i'd like to have this  Sony SLT -A57 DSLR camera. I would love to have this as a birthday gift for myself but unfortunately my savings cannot afford it this time. So i think i need to give extra effort to have this. Please be good to me SONY.

My Life. My Choices. My Mistakes. My Lessons. Not Your Business.: Chasing Happiness

My Life. My Choices. My Mistakes. My Lessons. Not Your Business.: Chasing Happiness: Happiness.  How many of you can say I am happy? Perhaps, you are murmuring it.  Do you really mean it Can you really feel it? Can you say i...

Chasing Happiness

Happiness.  How many of you can say I am happy? Perhaps, you are murmuring it.  Do you really mean it Can you really feel it? Can you say it with your eyes twinkling in joy?  Or you are one of those who pretended to be?

Learn how to dance through the RAIN

A smile isn’t always a manifestation of being happy. As well as tears doesn’t always mean being lonely.  The true essence of happiness isn’t material things nor having lots of lots of money, travelling around the world, power, fashion, beauty, gadgets, cars and being on top.  Many  people who have it all are unhappy. They can only give you shallow happiness which definitely don’t last.  They can only give you insatiable hungriness.

Happiness isn’t a commodity that can be bought at the convenience store. Status can’t achieve it.  Beauty can’t have it. And wealth can’t buy it. If you strive hard to attain all these stuff then you’re living a meaningless life.

Happiness is a feeling of contentment.  Being contented won’t cease you to grow.  In lieu, it will help you attain your goal without feeling of boredom.  You will be joyful in every little achievement you’ve done.  Little achievements lead to big accomplishments.  Be patience. Keep your feet on the ground. Don’t hurry. Take it one step at a time so that you won’t overlook the significance of small things.  And the secret to everlasting happiness is praising GOD.

Of Being a Quitter

“Impossible is a word that can only be found in the dictionary of fools”

As i read this quote I pause and thought about it for a while. It is quite true, indeed. Impossible lies in the person’s determination.

People tend to surrender when things get tough. When they reach the rocky road of life seems that giveing up is the best alternatives. They think life can be easier if they ignore all the unnecessary trials that we encounter in life. We might had enough of neverending problems. Perhaps, sick and tired of fighting for survival. We commit a lot of mistakes and the challenges along the way to our goal are distracting us from what we ought to do.


There are no such thing as impossible, especially in reaching your goal, only hopeless people. Life is full of ups and downs. Sometimes it is alright to get down on your knees and cry. The only wrong about it is staying down. Committing faults isn’t a mortal sin. In a way, it helps you grow. Take difficulties positively and you will be able to live well. Never overlook every little obstacles you encounter for it isn’t there if it is not significant.


Every problem big or small are part and parcel of life. What a boring life it is if there are no difficulties. So live according to your will and continue striving for success. For winner never quits and quitter never win.

To blog or Not to blog

Why am i blogging?! To tell you honestly, i don't have any specific idea why but i think I need this. I have this urge to write whatever i supressed inside before it explode like a bomb. I am a type of person who follows the rule "If you have nothing nice to say, shut your mouth.". I don't want hurting other people's feelings even if they have done something wrong with me. So i believe blogging will help me spit out and let other people know i'm hurting though i won't be able to know who are they.